Until you are diagnosed with cancer. Then everyday of your life feels like its own eon. Waiting for test results or chemo sessions or for symptoms to dissolve can feel like absolute eternity and you realize this disease consumes your every thought and desire and dream.
And with that ray of sunshine, I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Emily Prince. I am a proud Brewer at Vassar College. No, it is not still just a women's college, it went co-ed over 40 years ago, Google it... And as of January 17, 2014, I am official diagnosee of Hodgkin's Lymphoma. Yes. Cancer. The Big C. Oh, wait that one may be copyrighted...
So I'm starting this blog partly to keep myself sane and partly because my mother keeps insisting that do something "interesting" and "out of my normal realm of thinking." And for all you haters out there, I understand that I'm not just automatically special because I have cancer, but you know what? I do have a voice and why not share it in this, how they say, "difficult time." Well. I bid you adieu because I'm writing this with a chemo headache. Ahh, the splendors of medicine...
Emily, you're am amazing person, and you should know, despite what everyone says, or all of the "you're not alone" speeches you always get, it's the truth. Because no matter what, there will always be people behind you. As the bald man always says, "we are a team and we look out for each other." So no matter what, if one person on the team is affected by it, everyone else is. You're an amazing and funny person. You're strong also, so don't let anything get to you. As Eleanor Roosevelt once said, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." And nothing can, not even the body that's betraying you. You can't let anything win a fight, unless you want it to. I know, and we know that you will beat anything.
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